Wednesday, September 3, 2008
PS- if you find this sentence too much of an eye-squint, don't even bother to read the whole stupid post below, cause below's just my Crapings.
Thks (;
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Fine. Forget it. I tell you, I know.
*You
made me fell in love with You,
and You were the one who back out, just like that.
I ignored many other people's comments,
cause i trusted You,
just,
because..
Ugh.
Fuck.
How stupid am I.
Is there ever, such a coincidence that the second I go online,
and You turn Busy?
Too late, I saw it.
And I know what it means.
I cannot deny that I'm missing You
so much.
Ugh.
Guess You're done with me huh.
Going on for another, or back to the one You cannot forget?
Guess it's my turn to let go huh.
I know I should. I know I must. But.
I know, I can't.
Fine, fine.
I'll try.
Real hard.
I remember I've told You before how much
and how long I've been in love with this guy,
but I swear I'd not even think about him since the day..
We had lunch together.
lols?
Bet You must have forgotton all about it huh.
You must be thinking what a Dumb-ass I am right.
hah.
Yeah. You're a 1001% right.
I am stupid, naive, inexperienced,
compared to You huh.
I should have listened,
if not I will not be going crazy thinking about You right now.
Though I don't express how much I'm missing You,
but sadly, the fact is,
I do.
I really have no idea what's going on in your mind now.
Well, at least,
can You confront me gentle-manly enough?
I don't ask for more.
haha.
And if I really got it all wrong above, cause these's just what i felt..
then i've made a fool outta myself lo.
;DDD
But,
if what I wrote is exactly what You felt,
then..
I guess it's really o-v-e-r.
Sigh..
Though we've not much memories,
but they still stubbornly flood back into my head.
Yeah,
I like the way You teased me,
though it's not very nice of You to.
Hmpf.
Anyway..
Thanks for sms-ing and entertaining me during those boring lessons.
Know what?
Sitting in the bus with our legs touching was..
well..
a new experience for me.
I'll never ever forget it,
even if,
You surely will.
Sigh, again.
Feeling muchmuch better to say it all out.
Guess I'll stop here.
Don't wish to go even crazier,
UNLESS!
I'M TOO SENSITIVE & WHATEVER I WROTE ABOVE,
IS WRONGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!
But no matter what,
I'll still..
♥MISS YOU A-Million-Billion-Willion loads.
Hahas.
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